This summer has been one of many changes, both good and bad, the biggest one being my Dad passing away. While I don’t need to get into what happened, I do need to write about how this has changed me.

My Dad was one of the most important people in my life. We had the same sense of humor, so we always understood each other in that respect. He definitely knew how to get on my nerves and was masterful at purposefully pushing my buttons, but we both knew that we loved each other. For that, I am grateful because I don’t have any regrets.

The day after he passed away, I found out that I had been offered the job in South Korea. We had talked about this possibility a few weeks prior, so I knew that he thought it was something I needed to do. He told me that this would help me grow and figure out who I am and what I want to do in my life.

And I agree with him. Even though accepting this job means that I have to say goodbye and leave the rest of my family for a year or longer, it is opening up so many new opportunities that I never thought possible. Part of the reason why I am able to embark on this amazing but scary adventures is because I knew my Dad supported me it.

Because my Dad was never given the time to travel with my Mom, I will be sure to make the most of the time I have. One day when I see him again, I will be able to tell him the stories of all my adventures. I know I shouldn’t hold back from doing the things I want and am able to. My Dad would want me to experience the world, and most of all to be happy. I will be working on that last part.

Dad, thank you for always being proud of me. For making me laugh when I didn’t want to and for always being there for me. Even though you aren’t here any longer, I know you will be watching over me. I miss you each and every day. No one will ever replace you in my heart. I will love you, forever and always.